Light spills like milk from the window. It drips bright upon his face. He is naked, he is the milk spilt from the window to the floor. He is sleeping now.
Sun whistles her breeze in the trees this late August and the birds are drunk with birdsong. He sleeps on through the sound. A quiet, dreaming boy. She kneels and kisses his fingers, soft.
Sun dances, warm and alight, across the sky until she is weary, disappearing with sleep herself. Calling, Moon! Moon! Im so tired my love, I will fall a moment and sleep And he will become her in the sky, following after her until sleep becomes of he, too. And the chase will continue i
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part I.
In another time, I may have been your late night
confessionary, a Parisian whore to your
gentle hands and overwhelming needs. I could see us
touching, desperately
touching
loving each other without knowing names.
We are at times both romantic enough, and tragic
enough, for that.
And if I was not full of sin enough
to beckon your fingers to my skin, perhaps I
was only a girl you met for
un café au lait. You laid
your hand over mine beneath autumnal arbres, and we
made small talk about the world. Perhaps;
we are masters at making love with strangers. And you
and I
I want to write my life away.
Write down every word so
I never lose a memory.
Letting nothing escape
the ink filled page.
Going on and on until
I feel less empty.
Until the words are
a part of me.
I want nothing less
than to be able to
express myself with
ordinary words turned
into something deadly.
To feel full of something
besides this regret so
heavily linked to you.
I want to write you away.
In the beginning it was enough. Id be wide-eyed, quietly watching her through the windows. Limbs and torso like a slender tree; bowing in wind and always shooting up toward the sun. Shed wear summer skin in the middle of winter with freckles spoiling her shoulders and cheekbones. Her birthmark was a dull red stain at her collarbone and she had a mole beneath her left breast. She was thirteen and I thirty, but my, oh my, did I ache to see her insides.
The house next door they called the sea house because it was two stories of cerulean blue. Through my bedroom window I could see naught but an empty bedroom. But late September the P
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Putting myself down
Pushing my issues down further still
Where will this get me?
Why hasn't anyone intervened?
Incorporating memories of loved ones after seeing simple objects
But they won't love me in return
Why can't I forget?
These faces I'm force feeding myself are making me implode
I'm disgusting
I have nothing to offer this world
The pain I offer myself now will cancel out the peaceful death I have envisioned
Scattering my pain amongst the world that placed them upon me in the first place
This is all my fault
Nothing can be done; all attempts are aimed at self-loathing
My frail body can't take this disdain
I don't know wh
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pretty boys break hearts.
sometimes I think Im just a mess of badly drawn lines. Im just scrawled veins beneath paper rough skin, I wear poorly sketched scars on my thighs [skin deep red pen lines] and even my smile is lop-sided- but he never seemed to notice.
my skin [spread like thick icing over my skeleton] is a monotonous pattern of pores, a stretch of the world the sun never kissed. I cant see the beauty in multitudes of freckles and chipped fingernails- but he does.
why do you love me?
you make me happy.
I never could figure out just how. was it my illegible love notes, or the tiny hearts I drew into his bare back wi